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This Week Is Over Now, Right? [10 Jul 2009|06:19pm]
[ mood | sick ]

This week has been the week from hell.

Moving, and everyone moving us, including us, got sick with flu, and things dragged out endlessly, and didn't get done properly, because they just had to get done, and everything, which was already sort of through the roof stressful, got even more stressful.

Stupid flu, with fever and nausea and aches and sore throat and all the rest.

Moving cats, which was distressing for them - including a 100km+ drive, late at night, by myself with two vocally distressed/angry boxed carsick, urinating and defecating cats.

Trying to make decisions about things, and where they go, and if we keep them.

Becoming, essentially homeless, while we figure out what is happening next.

And today I had a massive asthma problem, which meant I had to go into the community flu centre in the centre of Christchurch, because you aren't allowed to go anywhere else if you have flu symptoms, where they handed me a bunch of steroids, antivirals and antibiotics and an isolation order for swine flu.

They don't really think I have swine flu, they've just stopped testing at all, and it's an automatic thing. And the tamiflu is in case what I've had is swine flu, but also because if it isn't they are worried about what would happen to me if I got it. Or something. Whatever.

It's just been the super end to a super week.

Having said that: I am feeling really really loved this week, and truly, really, unbelievably grateful for all the help, support, backup, thoughts and everything lovely we have gotten this week from all over the place.
Thank you all, really truly, from the bottom of my heart. It's made something really really difficult and miserable into something slightly less difficult and miserable.

2 goldfishys| fishy

Oldenating [01 Jul 2009|08:30am]
[ mood | happy ]

Today is my 29th birthday, which makes me feel old. Technically I'm not 29 until 9.15pm, but I'm celebrating with breakfast out, because we have much packings and work to do today.

It's going to be a slightly odd birthday, I think, because usually I take the day and do things like getting a hair cut, and my makeup done, because I like being pampered. So I've got a sort of tradition going on, but this year it's just falling awkwardly, and other things must be done.

So instead of pampering myself and going out for nice dinner, I decided to get a bouncy castle for my party instead.

Which will be AWESOME.

16 goldfishys| fishy

Carnival Party [29 Jun 2009|12:52pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

The carnival is in town, but not for much longer.....

Step right up, ladies and gents (and all the rest of you lot) for the last of the legendary Sanctuary shindigs.
We're vacating our premises, plus it's Cat's birthday, which means it's time for frolics and frivolity. One night only, bring on the freak show and flashy lights.

Fried Food! Fireworks! Other Things Not Beginning With 'F'! Like Games! And Prizes! For Costumes And Stuff!

We're going all out for the final blowout. If you miss this show, you _will_ regret it.

(No elephants, sorry. Also, pineapple is forbidden, because killing people for their birthday is generally considered poor form)


From 8pm Friday 3rd of July until Whenever The Hell We Get Sick Of Partying. At our house, sometimes known as The Sanctuary, the address of which you should know if you know us, but if by some chance you do not, please contact me and I will give it to you.

(cross-posted)

6 goldfishys| fishy

Crazy People. [26 Jun 2009|08:37am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

So, we're having a Garage Sale tomorrow (8am-12pm, if you're interested). The stupid Buy Sell Exchange have, in addition to my written advertisement, printed my phone number, which I was unaware they would do.
BSE people are crazy, since they phone before 8am and say "Sorry to call so early, but are you selling X?" Which is clearly a lie, because if they were really sorry, they wouldn't bloody call before 8am.
For X, by the way, insert: old house stuff, musical instruments, "really old stuff" and militaria. So far this morning.

Rage.

On a vaguely similar note: if you felt like coming over tonight, having a paw through our stuff early for friend-bargains, or getting some of our random free stuff, having a quiet drink and a chat, we're having one of those sort of occasions. BUT THIS OFFER ONLY APPLIES TO PEOPLE WE LIKE AND KNOW AND NOT CRAZY PEOPLE JUST IN CASE THE BSE PEOPLE HAVE FOUND MY LJ WHICH I AM NOW PARANOID ABOUT (not really, but jeez).

5 goldfishys| fishy

By the flame [15 Jun 2009|04:39pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Today was nice and warm, for given values of both nice and warm. Which meant I got to spend some time in my studio for the first time in a really long time.

I had forgotten how deeply satisfying I find working with glass. So today I'm feeling fulfilled and happy, which is lovely.

I didn't do anything particularly daring or experimental, just some things I wanted to make for some people I care about, testing my skills after a long absence.

Still, happiness.

Probably helped by the fact that today the floor man came and put down the thinline board in the kitchen. By this time tomorrow I should have new lino, and by extension, a functional kitchen.
It will only last a short time, before I have to pack/sell everything in there, but I intend to make the best of it.

The lounge is now three coats of paint away from essentially finished (one on the ceiling, two on the walls). I'm not counting the carpet, which should be fixed sometime next week. If we can we're hoping to patch the cut piece, rather than paying to have new carpet put in.

The third bedroom is also a couple of coats of paint away from done, which means I shall have a lot more room to breathe, sort and pack very very shortly.

Plus, one of the remaining stages in our going was dealt with today. Only a couple more to go, like the accepting of our visa application by the notoriously fickle immigration service. Crossing of fingers time, I think.

Not to worry if everything goes custardy of course - it's not like I've never lived in my car before. ;-P

2 goldfishys| fishy

Long thin slimy ones slip down easily, short fat fuzzy ones don't [09 Jun 2009|10:40am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Our house is complete chaos: we are now down to two usable rooms, both of which are...quite full. The rest of the rooms, though, move ever closer to completion, so soon will come a moment, I hope, where the fulcrum tips and everything becomes more awesome again.

I keep kind of hoping that will happen in life, too, but it doesn't seem to.

We had a lovely pseudo-holiday house-sitting, coming back down and working on the house periodically. Now I feel like I'm drowning in Small Tasks - nothing big, just hundreds and hundreds of things like buy cupboard doorknobs and check things to do with letting a house and change addresses and find old paperwork we need etc etc etc etc.

Still no movement on the what the hell is happening front, but now I think we know when we will be out of the house, so that is one less thing to worry about.

A huge disappointment today: through random chance and buggery, the date we'd picked for our big final party at the house, and combination birthday party for me and going-away party has been taken by something else, which means we probably can't have it at all, because there aren't really any other suitable dates. I should have posted it yesterday, when I was going to, instead of waiting to figure out another possible date clash. The quick and the dead and all that.
Since it's one of the few things I've been looking forward to about the whole process, I'm pretty heartsore. But it's no-one's fault, these things happen.

Sometimes, I hate the universe. I wish I could just curl up in a ball somewhere and wake up in six months, with all of this stuff out of the way.

Now, I should go sort out various things, but what I really want to do is have a stiff drink. Six minutes before eleven am isn't too bad, right? ;-P

6 goldfishys| fishy

It's the smell of builder's putty in the morning [02 Jun 2009|12:00pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I've gone almost totally into my annual early-winter hibernation. It's slightly worse this year, I think, because of the pressures of moving.

Anyway, I've seen barely anybody for weeks and weeks, and haven't been posting much or doing much outside my own head and house. And now someone else's house, since I'm housesitting again. It's good - spa and view and projector and importantly: getting the hell out of the depressing chaos of our own house. No wireless, though - a modern convenience that it is terribly sad I find it difficult to live without (having to go to a Specific Computer Location for the internet? The HORROR!). House comes with one teenager, which is fine. In the casual borrowing stakes teenagers are way easier than children, although I appreciate that in the actual parenting bit that isn't the case.

Our house is only depressing because we are moving along well with Operation Fix Holes And Plaster And Paint Everything and also Operation Streamline Belongings. Lovely productive building site/warehouse sorting location, not so much fun to live in.

I'm hoping we will get news in two weeks regarding The Processes Of Which We Do Not Ken, but I am no longer trusting any pronouncements on the subject. We continue to organise on our own time frame, because I remain suspicious that when it happens it's all going to happen fast, and I want to get our house done and empty and tenant occupied, and our cats re-homed and all that in an organised manner.

I'm also really tired of the process - and I have a lot of moving experience and usually like the process. Maybe it's the addition of renovations - a bit of hard cleaning was the most work I ever had to do on a property I was leaving before. Or more likely, knowing myself fairly well, it's the fact that there is a lot of it either up in the air, or in the hands of other people. I'd move to the moon, if I got to control the process. I find this so frustrating and stressful, and it's taken all the fun out of it.

And the longer we stick around, the less I want to leave all the people and places I love, and the less I see the positive aspects in anything other than an academic manner. So I'm upset about leaving, and not that enthused about going, but if I woke up tomorrow and we weren't going that would suck too. Stupid emotions.

Regardless of how or why we are lingering so long, I really should be taking advantage of it to spend more time with people, not less, so if you would like to catch up, email or text me or something, because I'm being spectacularly slack at organising things at present. And I'll keep trying to be better, and maybe I'll stop being a hermit.

4 goldfishys| fishy

[24 May 2009|03:36pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Firstly, a public notice.

We don't know yet when we are leaving. There are things happening behind the scenes beyond our control. It will all work out in the end, but in the meantime, it's frustrating.
Please, do us a favour, and don't ask about it? When we know, we'll tell people. At the moment, fielding 15 enquiries on the subject a week is getting very very tiring.

Secondly, another notice.

Since we will eventually be departing, I continue to prepare for that eventuality. I have observed that a lot of my contact details for people are a bit out of date, and since I like to make like a boy scout and be prepared, if you are willing, I'd be terribly grateful for any or all of the following information, if relevant, to put in my dossiers address etc book:


Address
Email address
Phone number
Cell number
Twitter
Skype
AIM/ICQ/MSN etc
Birthday
Other relevant things I haven't thought of

I shall be screening comments here, or if you prefer email me: cataragon at gmail dot com.
I would just really like to stay in good contact with people, and be able to do things like random birthday cards and things.
No pressure, if you don't want to share :-)

fishy

Things Me and Mr. Horsey Have Not Been Doing - By Cat, Aged 28 And Quite A Lot [11 May 2009|02:18am]
[ mood | awake ]

Hmm, I'm starting to get scarily good at predicting mailing-list hysteria. At the moment I'm 5 for 5. Should I be concerned?
Hopefully my husband managed to heed my warnings and get himself out in time...

I'm also getting scary good at lying about and watching media a lot. You know what they say - practice makes perfect. For a while I couldn't decide if I was avoiding the world and my Extremely Large To-Do List, or not. I mean, I'm still exhausted a lot and the head-cold that was playing with me before Crown, or one of it's nasty little friends, mugged me and stole my wallet as soon as I returned home. Also, my stupid leg of stupid is painful and sometimes refuses to hold me up without wooden horse shaped assistance. But life avoidance seemed a valid theory, because I get a bit like that sometimes.

So today I got up, told myself I was fine and attempted to do things, which lasted all of about an hour and a half before I fell over and was back in bed, so that sort of scuttles that theory. I guess I'm paying the price for pushing myself so hard into my reserves while I was away. Such is life.

Despite my lying around eating bon-bons (Mental note: Never buy the large Party Mix again, it's dangerous) and so forth Renovations on the House continue, and I contribute somewhat to that, if critiquing colour choices and making light fitting decisions count at all. Also sprawling on the floor giggling like a loon as my husband puts his foot through the ceiling (the good side of this is that we already had everything we needed to patch the ceiling, on account of having done it once this month already - also, it's seriously hardcore Classic Comedy, right there)

Said husband has been less than well himself, possibly with a different, more cough heavy lurgy, but seems to be improving, which is good, because unlike me, he has that Useful Employment thing to do. Also because he's not a terribly good patient, and is difficult to keep, say, in bed, staying warm and drinking lots of fluids, because he prefers to be out clearing drains in rainstorms, that sort of thing.

I had a go at the torch the other day, but lacked inspiration, and got impatient - which is pretty much death when working with glass, at least for me. Plus, the garage is super cold at the moment. Which is fine for the glass, because it goes straight from the flame to the kiln, but less fine for me, especially with a cold. So nothing especially good came from the session, except some experimental bits that might let me do something nicer with similar techniques in the future.
I shall count it as a small win, in a week otherwise fairly slim of such things.

Also also also: Could the bloody weather just Stop Already? I do not need such a big reminder of the fact that my entire life is currently behind schedule, as full blown winter in the first half of May, thank you very much.
I mean, sleet? Really? Was that necessary?
And it's damn cold, and I don't want to buy firewood this year, for obvious reasons, and we will eventually run out of random scrap wood from behind the garage.

And finally: damn, I'm really starting to notice the lack of posts here as people move away to other pastures. And it's not that I don't like other social networking things, but status updates and tweets are such tiny slices of life - I enjoy the depth of even brief LJ posts.
Of course, I've now had this journal for eight years, so I'm a bit attached to the format.

11 goldfishys| fishy

YAY! Happy Joy [06 May 2009|11:15am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

WOO!!

My nurse came today for the Last Time - I'm completely (or sufficiently for no more dressings anyway) healed.

No wonder I was so tired over the weekend - it went from a 2.5cm deep hole to mostly healed in about five days. That would have been using up quite a lot of my available resources, I expect. Apparently it's normal for these kinds of wounds, they linger and linger and then heal really quick.

Now all I have to do is follow sensible precautions and all of this will finally be behind me - nearly a month to the day after surgery.

In other news: there is no other news. I've been taking it easy the last few days, watching lots of media. I went grocery shopping yesterday. Today I'm thinking my torch is in my future. I have a gift I want to get done.

Love and hugs and bunnies to the universe.

C.

7 goldfishys| fishy

Home again, Home again, jiggity jig [04 May 2009|01:49pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

We're home.

I'm completely exhausted, but my nurse was surprised to find that in the last six days my wound has very nearly completely healed. Yay! So I'm off daily dressings onto every two day checks, and should feel less drained all the time shortly.

I plan to do Not Very Much In Particular for the rest of this week, but may be up for low-intensity social occasions if anyone feels so inclined. When I feel better I shall recommence work on Operation Bushwhack Belongings.

This afternoon, I'm lurking in bed, catching up on the internet and watching the five and a half hours of television I regularly watch in a week and missed this one just past.

Crown was AWESOME! AMAZING! EXCELLENT! and I had a very good time, even though I was tired, and sore and really pushing myself hard to stay up and about and suchlike.
I am a bit sad now, though, because I got to see many of my favourite people briefly but now I probably won't see many of them again before we go.

Also, I really wish I had a date for going, because not knowing is getting stressful.

1 goldfishy| fishy

Bye [28 Apr 2009|11:23am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Off to Wellington-Town soon. I'm armed and dangerous with dressings, and garb, and cold medication and so on and so forth.

Don't know how much internet access I'll have while away, so be good chickens and don't get into trouble.

Whee! Crown! Wellington! YAY!

1 goldfishy| fishy

Dear Universe, What Did I Do To Piss You Off? [27 Apr 2009|12:45am]
I'm refusing to write a long whine, again. Or rather, I did, and then deleted it.

Here is the short version:

Now I have a head cold. I'm really sick of being sick. I want more energy, now please.

Good Things, Which Should Be Remembered At Times Like These:

Wellington, YAY!
I made yummy broccoli and cheese soup today, even if it wore me out
People are fond of me, even when I'm a grumpy convalescent
I feel much better now than I did a week ago, even with a headcold
Three weeks, while it feels endless, isn't that long. I'll feel better soon.
I have matching luggage (Don't ask, it's a quirk)
Secret surprises that will make other people happy, I hope


Also, I'm sleeping nearly normal hours under the influence of various pain meds and the kind of exhaustion that really only accompanies convalescence. I haven't had a night awake since Easter Monday, in hospital.
Sometimes, I go to sleep before ten. Like a nana.

Which means it's way past my bedtime.

Night night, little pandas.
Love and hugs (and sneezles, goddamnit)
Me.
2 goldfishys| fishy

Paraphrased From The Web: Worst Medieval Costuming Advice Ever [25 Apr 2009|11:42pm]
[ mood | amused ]

"For your tunic, you should find a medium weight wool, or use sweatshirting with the fluffy side out"


I try not to be overly authenticity enthusiastic, but... *twitch, twitch*

In other news, it appears I really really need to buy more wool before I venture out of our happy little sheep-filled islands and into the cold, hard world. My searchings indicate it may be difficult to find the good stuff outside our wooly enclave, although I'd be most pleased to be proved wrong.

Also *happy dance* I'm cleared to fly. Still one or two hiccups with the access to dressing changes, but worst comes to worst, I'll use a drop in medical centre and pay the piper. OMG WHEE WELLINGTON CROWN!!!!!!

10 goldfishys| fishy

Happiness is: Less Opiates, More Friend Visiting [23 Apr 2009|05:21pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Okay, so after some kerfuffling I think I'm nearly organised to get to Crown, YAY!

You people are so nice, you know that?

It's been aided by a significant amount of healing in the last few days, which prove to my own satisfaction my theories on willpower - it's not enough not to need daily dressings, but it's dropped the size of them, and also, very importantly, the pain levels (I'm currently operating sans codeine for the first time in three weeks, my brain feels strangely free).

In other news, planning one's days feels very decadent when it goes something like "get up, shower, eat breakfast, watch telly, nap, get dressing changed, play video games, lunch, nap, telly again, oooh, video games again, nap, a bit of light reading...etc etc etc..."

In other other news: not a lot, I've done extremely little lately. My house is, without my input whatsoever (okay, that's a lie, I've narrowed down the lino to two choices ;-P), evolving, hopefully into the home equivalent of a butterfly. I went to Stuff Night the other night, and let people make natural dye equivalent wool card things, which seems to have gone okay, except I've totally failed to email things to people I said I would. I will get onto that tomorrow, when I'm back in my own house with my own internet that works with my own computer.

I'm hoping that this weekend, if I'm lucky, and I'm not relying on it, I can do a little glass work, because that will make me happy. But that's only if I can stay off the codeine, because opiates and lpg/oxygen flames, apparently, shouldn't mix.

And I'm super excited looking forward to Wellington because, OMG, Wellington people, and Crown Tourny, and Schoc and Cajun food and Impressionists and things!

Yay!

This is a Happy Post, brought to you by Happy Cat, with apologies for the last one

:-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)

4 goldfishys| fishy

Horrible No Good Very Bad Terrible Day [19 Apr 2009|08:05pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Today, after a brief discussion with my nurse I am calculating days until Crown, and coming up distressingly short.

It is, I believe, slightly ironic that the one big event, ever, that I've refused to start any projects for is the one I may, literally, run out of time beforehand for.

Long and the short of it is, I'm not sure I'm going to be healed enough. Which is all very well, and if it was just a matter of toughing it out, I'd not worry, but my stupid wound needs stupid dressing every stupid day. I'm going to talk to people and see if I can get district nursing in Wellington, for when I need it, which might be possible apparently but even if I can work that out, it's going to add layers of inflexibility to my scheduling and things, plus limit my usefulness considerably..
And maybe, just maybe, there is a chance it will be alright, but I don't know, and given my run with the damn thing, I'm not especially prone to hopefulness.

It's terribly upsetting because I really want to be there, and I've promised people I'll be there, and I planned it all well ahead of time and to be thwarted now is horrible.

Plus, my sister went home today, and I'm probably not going to see a lot more of her before we leave. And I don't really want to say anything else about that.

And in slightly less significant news, we've (hah! the rest of the family team, I did nothing) done a great chunk of renovations on the house, specifically replacing the gib in the damaged wall and ceiling in the living room, and stripping all the wallpaper in there. A good thing, really, but leading to lots of significant change, and definite signs of change and leaving and all that stuff, none of which I'm adjusting to well at all.

So all round, a shitty day of shitty news and shitty goodbyes and way more tears than I like.

I'm going to go sit in a giant chair, with a giant screen and watch movies until I fall asleep, and maybe tomorrow won't suck so bad.

11 goldfishys| fishy

I'll have mine alive and wriggling, and you can keep your nasty chips [18 Apr 2009|08:57pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Lets see: wound is, as far as I can tell, getting better. I keep getting a new nurse every day, so they can't tell me if it's improving from their point of view, but pain is getting better, so I assume things are going well.

Boredom busting is also going well: my soldier-sister is down visiting and fixing our wall and ceiling in the lounge, which is super amusing. It's funny to watch her being all professional and stuff, because even though I know she's a mostly trained builder, in my head she's still my baby sister.
She brought her four month old Jack Russell Terrier down with her, which is both amusing and super cute (I love Jack Russells - they aren't horrid and yappy, more like big dogs in small bodies). It has been interesting to discover exactly how much of a cat person my husband is - I like both, but he's definately on the cat side. The cats aren't terribly impressed with having a dog on their territory either, even a very miniature one. Still it's only a couple of days.

Also amusing: I'm watching the Extended Lord of the Rings, which really does, to be honest, go on a bit ;-P. It's awesome though, and since I found a comfortable upright position in the Hermitage lounge, it was a nice relaxing and restful way to spend an afternoon (I'm about halfway through, the rest of it will probably fill tomorrow afternoon).

Thank you so much for all the suggestions, I'm not sure how many I'll take up - origami sounds fun, as does strange Russian movies, although I'm not sure I have enough brain for either of them - the codeine tends to scramble it a bit.

If I continue to be able to be sitting comfortably, sewing becomes more of an option, so I might be headed that direction.

2 goldfishys| fishy

Stuff What Happened, Is Happening, And Will Happen [17 Apr 2009|12:55pm]
[ mood | sore ]

So, someone pointed out to me I've been less than forthcoming about what's been up with me lately, and I should maybe let people know.

As it turned out, my surgery wasn't entirely complication free, and I ended up in hospital again on Monday night with an infected abscess under one of my incision sites.
They cut it open and fixed it and everything, but now the wound has to heal from the bottom up in the old fashioned way, with daily dressings and a long long time (2 weeks? Maybe?)

It kind of sucks, because I have other things I am supposed to be doing at the moment, none of which involve lying around 'resting' all the damn time. Plus, painful open wound, not the funnest of accessories.

Other than that, and the associated boredom, I'm pretty good. I'm going house-sitting at a House With Fun Things Like A Projector And A Spa (which I can't use) for the rest of this week, and I welcome requests to 'come hang out with me' while I'm there.... ;-P

While I'm doing that, the Pixie Elf House Fairies, otherwise known as Members of My Family, are going to do one of those magical do-overs of my house, which would probably be more exciting if it wasn't pretty much just batches of white paint to tidy things up, and the fixing of some water damaged gib. Still, though, cool.

Other other news: next Stuff Night I'm going to bring along the component parts of my Approximations of Natural Dye Colours chart for people to make their own.

Also: I've worked myself out a simple but awesome handsewing project for the next wee while, hopefully. Much yay!

Also also: If anyone has any other ideas for amusement for a Cat who can't bend over, who has to spend a fair amount of time flat on her back and who is kind of getting over reading and watching things on screens, let me know, there may be rewards in your future. :-)

C.

11 goldfishys| fishy

Vitamine X - affects the gland system [10 Apr 2009|05:11pm]
[ mood | mildly amused ]

So, I'm goodish - slowly recovering, emphasis on the slowly.

All perfectly normal of course, but frustrating.

And I'm really really bored, especially today. I can't find a comfortable way to use my keyboard with more than one hand, so I can't write, television is either dull or overly amusing (laughter = OW!), computer games are problematic and the internet is having a slow day.
Etc etc etc.

Fortunately I can read, have rediscovered my stash of ancient recipe books and am currently absorbing the delightful wisdom of Mrs Ida Bailey Allen, of the Radio Homemaker's Club circa 1926. She's terribly keen on "vitamines", excessive use of quotation marks and the importance of "Home-Making" generally. Plus, heaps of tips on what to do with the "kiddies" and "the Man", as well as recognition of problems identifying with the flapper daughter, the "too modern" son and the gayety-loving husband. But one must keep up.

The awesome is too delicious for words.

The codeine is probably also helping.

2 goldfishys| fishy

Surgery: way less painful than expected [08 Apr 2009|12:00pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

Thank you everyone for the lovely good wishes.

It took them ages to get me into into surgery yesterday, but then everything went absolutely perfectly - no complications at all, very little pain, and teeny incisions, even for keyhole surgery.

The anaesthetic made me sleep and sleep, and then made me randomly awake and asleep on a 15-20 minute cycle all night, and I have had to use my CPAP even when I'm awake, but all in all, it's been pretty much ideal, and they've sent me home to recover now.

So, yay, easy-peasy. I feel very fortunate.

10 goldfishys| fishy

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